OK. 6 months without any post or update. No story to tell but because I'm alone here waiting my friends to go back hostel together. Here, some pictures....

                                           Erkk,, want my house to be like this?? so confusing!@@###

                                                   Or just a humble person by living on a tree..haha

                                                                   errr,,,really??

                                                                                                                    Places I dream to go!!

xxx

vocabularies. reading. newspaper. bbc. intellect. hate. xxxxxx

SHORTTTTTTTTTT SEM

hah.. three months already...

i want to write about many things..but, i hate to think about how to write it..

so, today, because nobody's here with me and i'm reallyyyyyy realllllyyy boring, i decided to merapu-rapu cket. so, this is summary about how's my short sem...

AT THE BEGINNING OF SHORT SEM

1) duit ada banyak la lagi...boleh le

2) rasa banyak sangat cuti..imagine, i only have two classes in a week, dah tu, x de la plaknak cari keje2 part2 time ni.. (banyak masa terbuang begitu sahaja)

3) mula-mula dtg, " warghhh,,aku dah banyak ketinggalan cerita2 Korea ni.. nak kena tgk..haha

MOVING TO THE END OF SHORT SEM

1) halamak..dah pokai!

2) eh, assignment x wat lagi..

3) eh,, kejap la pulak masa berlalu..dah hari Isnin????

4) warghh,,,, dah x de sumber cerite, cane nih?? banyak lagi x tgk nih...cane nak donlod..

want some magics in your life??

abracadabrannsu....maliceius kurenmo....fuhhhh.....

long time ago , there's maid who loved to sing and she spoke through her singing. then, one day, a prince heard the maid's singing. they met and live happily ever after. done!

is life will be simple like that?

think of it again.

alright, people, now , listen to your heart, create your dreams, things will go on on themselves..

hmmm...do you agree with that?

hmm..not really..

then?

i don't know..

full of magic...

huh?

whatever..

literature

' use the terms I taught to you in the class to do your term paper, post-modernism, modernism, class struggle, secularism, inequality, the Age of Enlightenment, classic literature and.........................'

to have all this terms stick in my memory?' it's difficult but possible'. warghh..haha..that's not the real me.so i would like change the order to 'it's possible but difficult'. now, the prior word is ' difficult'. (hehe) first, because, i'm not really into literature and if not because of this subject, i might never want to know it....(haha) kejam. if you give me poems, short stories and any other literature works, it will take a longgggg longggg time for me to discover the hidden meanings in poems, symbols, themes, and all that elements in literature.(haha), but, surely, I need to work hard on this paper to cover my poor marks in mid term exam. fighting!!!!!!

among the novels i need to know for now....

al-fatihah

"Ya Allah..tenangkanlah hati hamba-Mu yang berada didepanku ini"...

Allah loves your mother, Rosatiqah.

hanya doa yang tak putus diperlukan.

al-Fatihah :

Surah 1 Al-Fatihah ( 7 ayat ) الفاتحة
1	Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang.	بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ
2	Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan semesta alam.	الْحَمْدُ للّهِ رَبِّ الْعَالَمِينَ
3	Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang.	الرَّحْمـنِ الرَّحِيمِ
4	Yang menguasai di Hari Pembalasan	مَالِكِ يَوْمِ الدِّينِ
5	Hanya Engkaulah yang kami sembah, dan hanya kepada Engkaulah kami meminta pertolongan.	إِيَّاكَ نَعْبُدُ وإِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِينُ
6	Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus,	اهدِنَــــا الصِّرَاطَ المُستَقِيمَ
7	(yaitu) Jalan orang-orang yang telah Engkau beri ni'mat kepada mereka; bukan (jalan) mereka yang dimurkai dan bukan (pula jalan) mereka yang sesat.	صِرَاطَ الَّذِينَ أَنعَمتَ عَلَيهِمْ غَيرِ المَغضُوبِ عَلَيهِمْ وَلاَ الضَّالِّينَ

be strong. you are not alone. you still have your family and us as your friends.

berdoa agar rohnya dicucuri rahmat- amin

* hidup mati di tangan Allah. setiap insan akan kembali kepada-Nya. ingatlah kepada-Nya. sememangnya ibu bapa adalah insan yang sangat disayangi. berpesanlah untuk diri sendiri (afiqah).

confuse

rasa macam nak tulis something hari ni sebabnya malam ni rasa tenang sikit, because esok hari ape??? hari Khamis :) i've got some assignments to complete but for now, my 'stresss' is on Novel's consultation for next week. sebabnya, until now, i still do not have any clear idea on what to show him during the consultation. searching, googling and exploring all the websites related to the novel to make my life easy (haha). kenapa masalah ini boleh timbul?

1) terlalu banyak berfikir (ceh, kononla)

* but it's true. when someone has too many ideas in his/her head, masalah ni pasti akan tertimbul.kecelaruan maklumat di dalam kepala hotak.

2) wants everything to be perfect

* admit it. sometimes i want everything to be perfect. but, of course it's impossible.

3) afraid to make mistakes

* that's the BIGGEST PROBLEM of mine. i know it. but susah sikit nak buang tabiat ni. so, kadang2 disebabkan benda ni, lebih banyak pulak salah yang aku buat.

4) banyak lagi...

* sometimes, kita sedar kita ada masalah dengan perangai sendiri, tapi ada yang x nak mengaku, dan yang mengaku pulak susah nak buang perangai tu. so, kesimpulannya, perangai dan pemikiran manusia ni sangat SUBJEKTIF and sometimes it's very hard to understand. belum kenal diri sendiri and confuse dengan diri sendiri.

mess up 2!

again. today, we did Mock Test to prepare for the exam tomorrow night. i made the same mistake like I did in my BM presentation. I did not read the questions and misunderstood the meaning of the words given. it's Arabic test. then, it was end up with soooo many wrong answers. fortunately, it was not graded. that's mean I still can reflect on myself." Where is the problem?" " Why I can't focus when reading and always choose certain sentences and words to read and try to generalize all the long-long sentences using the only words I see?" wow, THAT IS A LONG QUESTION. I guess i know the reason. ( muhasabah diri)

1) maybe because I don't like long sentences.

2) I choose only simple sentences

3) the big problem is actually, I don't like to read ( but, now, i am trying to read a lot)

4) do not really learn from the past mistakes ( pendek kata, kejap je menyesal)

hmmm...so, the kesimpulan is ' Read the questions in exam papers carefully' and 'Read a lot!'

.the end.

not alone:park jung min: daebak!!!

k.dalam dua hari yang lepas, aku terlalu emo bila jung min wat comeback stage dekat KBS Music Bank. (hehe) . mula- mula." ehmmm..jung min je pon. biasa je kot lagu baru dia ni." (dalam hati-minggu lepas). alih-alih. WARGHHH!!!!! gempak gila! cayalah Jung Min. Not Alone! hebat la!

yang best nya pasal lagu ni, coz, lagu ni lyric dia by Jung Min sendiri. :( sedih dan menyentuh perasaan. tengok je la MV lagu tu. memberi semangat dan ispirasi! (ceh,heheh). so, sebagai tatapan diri sendiri dan ingatan untuk diri sendiri la jugak dan juga kenangan di masa tua aku, aku, semadikan( bukan nye maksudnye mati ye!, terlupa pula perkataan yang sesuai), snap shots Park Jung Min...

Nah..ambiklah:::::

sebenar-benarnya la kan, aku malas nak mengaku, tapi, actually, dia ni boleh tahan jugak!(hahak)

and.bawah ni ialah lyric Not Alone! Hayatilah.....

That tired expression in your eyes always remain in me

Other than your breathe, I can’t see your image and too can’t make you stay

More exhausted now stop stop stop
Get out of everything step step step
There is no return even though ending it will cause tears

so I can believe I’m not alone
Not alone now, not sad anymore

and I can feel it I’m not alone

Definitely not alone, never be exhausted again

Now again down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
Even if more time passes by, I’m not alone
Because of you alone I can believe.

As time passes by, memories of you still remain..
Still living within that traces even if I hate it

Time gradually stop stop stopGet out again step step step
There is no return even though ending it will cause tears

so I can believe I’m not alone
Not alone now, not sad anymore
and I can feel it I’m not alone
Definitely not alone, never be exhausted

again

Now never again down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
Even if more time passes by, I’m not alone
Because of you alone I can believe.

Cannot even breathe in this gloomy night
Again I’m not afraid because of you

so I can believe I’m not alone
Not alone now, able to return againand I can feel it I’m not alone
Definitely not alone, never be exhausted again

Now never again down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
Even if everything collapses I’m not alone
Just you alone is enough I’m not alone.
You’re not alone

the end.wassalam.

new videos!!

gi bilik Yana! hehe

tau la apo kojo nye janggg..

dgn si sitiii plak tu. maka, terambillah aku video2 n cerita2 yang sepatutnya ambil dan juga yang tidak sepatutnya. penuh laptop aku. (hahak). hmmm..bila pikir-pikir balek.."halamak, next week full dgn exam. hadoi. x leh tengok lagi la gamoknye." (tapi aku rasa akan tertengok jugak.wawaggaag). dah x leh nak prevent diri sendiri.

baca buku x sampai 5 minit. " warghh..boringnya buku ni" n terus buka laptop. hmmm..selalu. nak kena buang dulu laptop ni, baru boleh start buat keje. lempar dalam sungai Gombak ni ke...(haha)

ha, balek rumah nanti baru tengok la ye. next week.excited nak balik rumah, (konon-konon nak bawa kereta gi berjalan).tapi, tak tau la macam mana. nak tekan minyak pon terketar-ketar. entah pape ntah. bukannya takut diri sendiri jadi pape, takut kereta tu yang jadi pape, sebab kalau tercalar sikit..(hmmm.tau-tau lah sendiri)

mess up

after a long break,,,i have something to post today..

it's about my presentation in Bahasa Melayu class this morning..

hmmmm...

our group was given the task to explain and find and article that have kata ganda in it..

so, today we presented in class..

what happened to me??

i misunderstood all my parts from the presentation..

'kata ganda berentak'

then , PN.Khalifah ask me some questions..

'apa kamu cakap tadi?? cobak-cabik tu melibatkan penggandaan apa??'

so, my answer: ' hmmm...penukaran vokal... jadi penggandaan vokal cikgu. a kepada i..'

Pn Khalifah: ' penukaran?? kenapa penukaran? ini penggandaan..'

me: ' a'aaaahhhh.????' (start gelabah)

Pn. Khalifah:' cobak-cabik adalah penggandaan konsonan iaitu penggandaan huruf c'

me: '( gelabah. dah x paham apa cikgu cakap.malu)

Pn.Khalifah: 'kenapa kata ganda bebas ni diberi nama 'kata ganda bebas?'

me;: ' hmmmm..sebab perkataan yg satu lagi tu terbentuk daripada satu perkataan yg.......hmmmm.'

Pn.Khalifah: 'yg lain'

me: 'hah...yg lain."

(nasib baik betul....fuhh,,,)

dah duduk kat tempat aku tengok balik apa yg cikgu cakap tadi,, halamak

betulla, lain sangat tu' penggandaan konsonan aku gi cakap penggandaan vokal)wawawa....tension

so, moral of the story is baca betul2 apa yang ada dalam buku teks......jgn baca apa yg rasa nak baca je, yg best je,, nanti tertinggal point penting yg lain); aku mmg cepat gelabah>>hmmm

cane nak wat ni...

Who wants to marry him/her???

marriage. it can be as sweet as the sweets. or it can be on the other way. it's about whom you will spend the rest of you life with. it is very hard to choose the best. for me, i have seen many problems in marriages.but, of course, marriage is not that bad. everyone 'have to' and 'should' get marry.so, it is all about the choice and the path you choose for your life. last month, my younger brother, 17, told me this, " I cannot wait to marry her'. so i just automatically replied this to him, " huh.what? look at yourself first. still don't have your own money. still get the pocket money from mom and dad. ceh..oh wait! duit topup nak call awek hang tu pon hang mintak kat mak. so, x yah berangan lagi lah.tok sah dok gatai." tell you, seriously. i felt kind of annoyed when he told me ALL 'his dreams'. what he thinks about marriage? so, this can be one of reasons that will lead to many problems after marriage.the way you think before marriage. biasalah budak laki umur 17 tahun...

have you ever thought..it will be like this :but this is only a joke! hehe

Before and After Marriage

Lover Vs Husband

Before marriage, a man declares that he would lay down his life to serve you; after marriage, he won’t even lay down his newspaper to talk to you. It is because for them it is easier to be a lover than a husband for the simple reason that it is more difficult to be witty every day than to say pretty things from time to time.

A marriage joke to share…

A man was invited for dinner at a friend’s house.

Every time the host needed something, he preceded his request to his wife by calling her “My Love”, “Darling”, “Sweetheart”, etc., etc.

His friend looked at him and said, “That’s really nice after all of these years you’ve been married to keep saying those little pet names.”

The host said, “Well, honestly, I’ve forgotten her name.”

4 Sons

4 Sons

These 4 gents go out to play golf one sunny morning. One is detained in the clubhouse, and the other three are discussing their children while walking to the first tee.

"My son Kent," says one, "has made quite a name for himself in the home-building industry. He began as a carpenter, but now owns his own design and construction firm. He's so successful in fact, in the last year he was able to give a good friend a brand new home as a gift."

The second man, no to be out done, tells how his son began his career as a car salesman, but now owns a multi-line dealership. "Norm's so successful, in fact, in the last six months he gave his friend two brand new cars as a gift."

The third man's son, Greg, has worked his way up through a stock brokerage, and in the last few weeks has given a good friend a large stock portfolio as a gift.

As the fourth man arrives at the tee, another tells him that they have been discussing their progeny and asks what line his son is in.

"To tell the truth, I'm not very pleased with how my son turned out," he replies. "For 15 years, Chico's been a hairdresser, and I've just recently discovered he's gay. However, on the bright side, he must be good at what he does because his last three boyfriends have given him a brand new house, two cars, and a big pile of stock certificates."

-just for fun. :)heheh

FASHION IN SEOUL

today's topic: FASHION IN SEOUL.
finally.. aku dapat usha- usha baju, kasut, and bags yang Kim So Yeon pakai dalam Prosecuter Princess ( mesti dah penat dengar) hehehe.

OK, Kita Mulakan dengan memperkenalkan the main characters in this drama : Kim So Yeon and Park Shi Hoo ( ye Fadila!! ingat. jgn lupa lagi. masuk exam ni)

Aku suka sangat dengan semua baju yang diorang pakai dalam cerita ni..baju2 tu pulak, bukannya baju calang-calang..mahal2 tu!!

sweet kan..(hehehe)

yang ni tak de kena mengena dengan Prosecuter Princess.
Just nak tunjuk baju yang Kim So Yeon pakai je. nice kan.




TARARAAAA!!!!!!
Kasut ni ada dalam first episode. Santek kan. love it. nak tau dari
mana??? JIMMY CHOO..mahal ni...

Yang ni pon first episode. Diego Dolcini's heel. mahal jugak ni.
nak jugak graduate nanti pakai camni..hehehe.

Tengok kasut tu!!! Suecomma Bonnie's heel. Yang ni

dengar-dengarnye very popular among Korean's artists.

hmmm..Memang diorang suka pakai heels yang macam pun kan..santek!!

Ini, dalam episode 2, baju tu. Isabel Marant.


ECEH...apsal tetiba ada UEE, After School ni??

hehehe

sebabnye baju yang dia pakai sama dengan Kim So Yeon pakai

dalam Prosecuter Princess.

lihat dengan teliti gambar diatas and dibawah..

SAMA kan....

the only different is Kim So Yeon ada white outwear

tapi still lawa!!!

So, in conclusion..

semua baju and kasut dalam cerita ni memang yang betol2 fashionable punya. tak guna yang cikai-cikai punya.

sebab tu la aku suka cerita ni + cerita ni memang BEST!!

tu tak tengok lagi dalam Ma Hye Ri 's closet dalam cerita ni. naik gila aku tengok. (Kim So Yeon)

banyak lagi nak cerita. tapi disebabkan kesuntukan masa aku Stop dulu..

kebengangan melanda diri..

Music...!!!!???????

hah...

tension banyak...

dah dekat 2 jam ake search OST Oh My Lady..nak cari all the OST Songs..

OK..ada 1O lagu semua including instrumentals...

instumentals..guitar, piano, ape-ape lagi lah..aku suka semua..

tapi x jumpa la pulak semua instrumental cerita tu yang aku nak..

especially time ' suspen', 'sedih', 'rancak'

hisssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhh......geramnya....

kenapa tak de????

penat aku punggah semua link...x jumpa-jumpa jugak...

macam mana ni...hidup aku x tenteram la...rasa nak pukul semua orang..( emosi cket,,,banyak)

rasa cam nak gi Korea sekarang, nak tanya kat music director cerita tu..

" Mane ko amek music2 ni???"

" apsal susah benor nak cari.."

" apsal OST sebenar ad 10 je??? padahal banyak lagi yg aku dengar dalam cerita..."

Gila.......

disebabkan konon-konon x de kerja..hehe.. ni la jadiknye..bukannye nak study..



memperkenalkan....my favourite female group singer..( sejak kapan???)








ni zaman James Bond.....(hoot)

ni adalah gambar waktu zaman kegelapan diorang (run devil run)

kesian kat diorang malam semalam...penat-penat datang dari Music Bank, dah tu kena perform dekat Daejong Awards, tapi last-last x dapat sambutan..

mungkin la sebab actors and actresses kot..lainlah kalau letak orang-orang kampung cam aku ni..mungkinlah boleh terpekik terlalak kot...

tapi, bila time 2PM, x de la hambar sangat..cissss...10x..tapi 2PM ada yang kasi bunga kat pelakon2 tu..mungkin sebab tu la kot..

tapi, SNSD dah la perform lagu comeback 'hoot'..ushhhh10x kesian tollah...tapi x pe hidup SNSD!!!

di pagi yang hening ini...
cengkerik-cengkerik masih berkicauan..
semut-semut baru memulakan hari...
manusia ada yang belum bangun subuh lagi...
embun membasahi moto dan kereta...
fajar baru nak menyinsing..
anjing-anjing sedang tidur nyenyak...
monyet-monyet masih bergayut tidur...
air sungai mengalir sepoi-sepoi bahasa...
angin sejuk menyapa pipi.....

SEDIH+ GEMBIRA

tajuk hari ni?? sedih + gembira : tapi kesimpulannya sekarang ni..kesedihan aku mengatasi kegembiraan..ok lah first,

1) SEDIH..

a)xhmmm..sedih sebab carry mark aqidah teruk sangat. salah aku jugak, banyak main betol sem ni. test yang last hari tu sikt giler dapat, sapa suruh x baca buku kan. jawab pun main2 je.

b) satu lagi, sedih sebab ada masalah pasal yuran short sem yang tak jadik ari tu. x paham la. yang tu, x pe lah, insya-Allah boleh settlekan.

2) GEMBIRA..

a) compound yang aku kena haritu? dah pon di settlekan. akak mahallah tu 'waive' kan sebabnye, dy pon x tau kenapa, satu lagi sebab dah lama dah sepatutnya aku kena compound tu. waktu short sem. mane la aku nak tahu menahu, short sem pon aku x amek. x check portal? akak tu tanya. kat umah dah la jarang bukak internet. dah tu, mana la aku expect budak sebaik aku ni nak kena compound (hehehe).

motivasi diri hari ini:

1 ) Saya ,Nurul Afiqah bt Johari berazam untuk bersungguh-sungguh. lupakan carry mark tu. (Memang tiap2 kali final macam ni, hahak, bila carry marks teruk, baru nak sungguh2.hehe.)

pengajaran hari ini:

1) jangan banyak main. banyak gelak.banyak bersuka-ria.( hehe)-serius sikit.

2) kena alert dengan notis kat portal (hehe)

COMPOUND???

Compound??

warghh..sakitnye ati ni...ape yang aku buat sampai kena compound??
misuse facilities?? mende plak ni??
bila plak aku menjahanamkan barang2 kat sini..eh bila plak aku salahgunanya??


dah ler x de duit ni.kena compound plak dah.
x pe, tunggu isnin ni aku bersua muka dengan diorang.
tapi kalau betullah aku ada buat salah, aku mesti x sengaja..hehe.


tapi nama dah betol. matric no dah betol. bilik pon dah betol.
yg pelik tu aku kena compound waktu short sem.
aik?? short sem pon aku x amek..pe kes ni??


tak pe, sabar je dulu. mungkinla aku ada buat salah pape kan.
mana tau.


malam-malam ni.
sedihla pulak. esok nak kuar. nak shopping la konon. dah tu tiba2 dapat notice pulak. huhuk..
x kira aku nak shopping jugak. bukannya selalu.

sedih..dah tak berguna..

hari ni..hmmmm....dah..aku dah berjaya membuat onar untuk pertama kalinya dekat Gombak ni..

warghhhh...dah tercalar...

semalam dah niat, niat saje tak dapat pape lagi kalau dah buat dapat la tu...(utk benda yang kurang baikla)

pagi tadi tak terasa papepon, tapi, bila dah buat, tiba-tiba teringat satu hadis dalam study circle yang baru je aku kena hafal..hadisnya beginiya:

aku pendekkan, dan only kasi maksud:

On the authority of Wabisa ibn Ma'bad (may Allah be pleased with him?) who said:

I came to the Messenger of Allah (may the blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) and he said: You have come to ask about righteouness? I said: Yes. He said: Consult your heart. Righteouness is that about which the soul feels tranquil and the heart feels trranquil and wrongdoing as that which wavers in the soul and moves to and fro in the breast eventhough people again and again have given you their lega opinion ( in its favour)

so, hadis ni tepat sekali terkena kat aku...bila dah buat benda yang jahat and kurang baik ni, kita tak akan rasa tenang...tu lah....hmmmm...

tapi benda dah jadi, jangan nak menyesal teruk2..betolkan??menyesal dengan kesilapan bolehla..

p/s: jangan contohi aku...

nak tau ape yang aku dah buat, tengoklah post aku yang semalam..dah tu agak-agakla sendiri..huhu