confuse

rasa macam nak tulis something hari ni sebabnya malam ni rasa tenang sikit, because esok hari ape??? hari Khamis :) i've got some assignments to complete but for now, my 'stresss' is on Novel's consultation for next week. sebabnya, until now, i still do not have any clear idea on what to show him during the consultation. searching, googling and exploring all the websites related to the novel to make my life easy (haha). kenapa masalah ini boleh timbul?

1) terlalu banyak berfikir (ceh, kononla)

* but it's true. when someone has too many ideas in his/her head, masalah ni pasti akan tertimbul.kecelaruan maklumat di dalam kepala hotak.

2) wants everything to be perfect

* admit it. sometimes i want everything to be perfect. but, of course it's impossible.

3) afraid to make mistakes

* that's the BIGGEST PROBLEM of mine. i know it. but susah sikit nak buang tabiat ni. so, kadang2 disebabkan benda ni, lebih banyak pulak salah yang aku buat.

4) banyak lagi...

* sometimes, kita sedar kita ada masalah dengan perangai sendiri, tapi ada yang x nak mengaku, dan yang mengaku pulak susah nak buang perangai tu. so, kesimpulannya, perangai dan pemikiran manusia ni sangat SUBJEKTIF and sometimes it's very hard to understand. belum kenal diri sendiri and confuse dengan diri sendiri.

mess up 2!

again. today, we did Mock Test to prepare for the exam tomorrow night. i made the same mistake like I did in my BM presentation. I did not read the questions and misunderstood the meaning of the words given. it's Arabic test. then, it was end up with soooo many wrong answers. fortunately, it was not graded. that's mean I still can reflect on myself." Where is the problem?" " Why I can't focus when reading and always choose certain sentences and words to read and try to generalize all the long-long sentences using the only words I see?" wow, THAT IS A LONG QUESTION. I guess i know the reason. ( muhasabah diri)

1) maybe because I don't like long sentences.

2) I choose only simple sentences

3) the big problem is actually, I don't like to read ( but, now, i am trying to read a lot)

4) do not really learn from the past mistakes ( pendek kata, kejap je menyesal)

hmmm...so, the kesimpulan is ' Read the questions in exam papers carefully' and 'Read a lot!'

.the end.

not alone:park jung min: daebak!!!

k.dalam dua hari yang lepas, aku terlalu emo bila jung min wat comeback stage dekat KBS Music Bank. (hehe) . mula- mula." ehmmm..jung min je pon. biasa je kot lagu baru dia ni." (dalam hati-minggu lepas). alih-alih. WARGHHH!!!!! gempak gila! cayalah Jung Min. Not Alone! hebat la!

yang best nya pasal lagu ni, coz, lagu ni lyric dia by Jung Min sendiri. :( sedih dan menyentuh perasaan. tengok je la MV lagu tu. memberi semangat dan ispirasi! (ceh,heheh). so, sebagai tatapan diri sendiri dan ingatan untuk diri sendiri la jugak dan juga kenangan di masa tua aku, aku, semadikan( bukan nye maksudnye mati ye!, terlupa pula perkataan yang sesuai), snap shots Park Jung Min...

Nah..ambiklah:::::

sebenar-benarnya la kan, aku malas nak mengaku, tapi, actually, dia ni boleh tahan jugak!(hahak)

and.bawah ni ialah lyric Not Alone! Hayatilah.....

That tired expression in your eyes always remain in me

Other than your breathe, I can’t see your image and too can’t make you stay

More exhausted now stop stop stop
Get out of everything step step step
There is no return even though ending it will cause tears

so I can believe I’m not alone
Not alone now, not sad anymore

and I can feel it I’m not alone

Definitely not alone, never be exhausted again

Now again down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
Even if more time passes by, I’m not alone
Because of you alone I can believe.

As time passes by, memories of you still remain..
Still living within that traces even if I hate it

Time gradually stop stop stopGet out again step step step
There is no return even though ending it will cause tears

so I can believe I’m not alone
Not alone now, not sad anymore
and I can feel it I’m not alone
Definitely not alone, never be exhausted

again

Now never again down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
Even if more time passes by, I’m not alone
Because of you alone I can believe.

Cannot even breathe in this gloomy night
Again I’m not afraid because of you

so I can believe I’m not alone
Not alone now, able to return againand I can feel it I’m not alone
Definitely not alone, never be exhausted again

Now never again down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
Even if everything collapses I’m not alone
Just you alone is enough I’m not alone.
You’re not alone

the end.wassalam.

new videos!!

gi bilik Yana! hehe

tau la apo kojo nye janggg..

dgn si sitiii plak tu. maka, terambillah aku video2 n cerita2 yang sepatutnya ambil dan juga yang tidak sepatutnya. penuh laptop aku. (hahak). hmmm..bila pikir-pikir balek.."halamak, next week full dgn exam. hadoi. x leh tengok lagi la gamoknye." (tapi aku rasa akan tertengok jugak.wawaggaag). dah x leh nak prevent diri sendiri.

baca buku x sampai 5 minit. " warghh..boringnya buku ni" n terus buka laptop. hmmm..selalu. nak kena buang dulu laptop ni, baru boleh start buat keje. lempar dalam sungai Gombak ni ke...(haha)

ha, balek rumah nanti baru tengok la ye. next week.excited nak balik rumah, (konon-konon nak bawa kereta gi berjalan).tapi, tak tau la macam mana. nak tekan minyak pon terketar-ketar. entah pape ntah. bukannya takut diri sendiri jadi pape, takut kereta tu yang jadi pape, sebab kalau tercalar sikit..(hmmm.tau-tau lah sendiri)

mess up

after a long break,,,i have something to post today..

it's about my presentation in Bahasa Melayu class this morning..

hmmmm...

our group was given the task to explain and find and article that have kata ganda in it..

so, today we presented in class..

what happened to me??

i misunderstood all my parts from the presentation..

'kata ganda berentak'

then , PN.Khalifah ask me some questions..

'apa kamu cakap tadi?? cobak-cabik tu melibatkan penggandaan apa??'

so, my answer: ' hmmm...penukaran vokal... jadi penggandaan vokal cikgu. a kepada i..'

Pn Khalifah: ' penukaran?? kenapa penukaran? ini penggandaan..'

me: ' a'aaaahhhh.????' (start gelabah)

Pn. Khalifah:' cobak-cabik adalah penggandaan konsonan iaitu penggandaan huruf c'

me: '( gelabah. dah x paham apa cikgu cakap.malu)

Pn.Khalifah: 'kenapa kata ganda bebas ni diberi nama 'kata ganda bebas?'

me;: ' hmmmm..sebab perkataan yg satu lagi tu terbentuk daripada satu perkataan yg.......hmmmm.'

Pn.Khalifah: 'yg lain'

me: 'hah...yg lain."

(nasib baik betul....fuhh,,,)

dah duduk kat tempat aku tengok balik apa yg cikgu cakap tadi,, halamak

betulla, lain sangat tu' penggandaan konsonan aku gi cakap penggandaan vokal)wawawa....tension

so, moral of the story is baca betul2 apa yang ada dalam buku teks......jgn baca apa yg rasa nak baca je, yg best je,, nanti tertinggal point penting yg lain); aku mmg cepat gelabah>>hmmm

cane nak wat ni...

Who wants to marry him/her???

marriage. it can be as sweet as the sweets. or it can be on the other way. it's about whom you will spend the rest of you life with. it is very hard to choose the best. for me, i have seen many problems in marriages.but, of course, marriage is not that bad. everyone 'have to' and 'should' get marry.so, it is all about the choice and the path you choose for your life. last month, my younger brother, 17, told me this, " I cannot wait to marry her'. so i just automatically replied this to him, " huh.what? look at yourself first. still don't have your own money. still get the pocket money from mom and dad. ceh..oh wait! duit topup nak call awek hang tu pon hang mintak kat mak. so, x yah berangan lagi lah.tok sah dok gatai." tell you, seriously. i felt kind of annoyed when he told me ALL 'his dreams'. what he thinks about marriage? so, this can be one of reasons that will lead to many problems after marriage.the way you think before marriage. biasalah budak laki umur 17 tahun...

have you ever thought..it will be like this :but this is only a joke! hehe

Before and After Marriage

Lover Vs Husband

Before marriage, a man declares that he would lay down his life to serve you; after marriage, he won’t even lay down his newspaper to talk to you. It is because for them it is easier to be a lover than a husband for the simple reason that it is more difficult to be witty every day than to say pretty things from time to time.

A marriage joke to share…

A man was invited for dinner at a friend’s house.

Every time the host needed something, he preceded his request to his wife by calling her “My Love”, “Darling”, “Sweetheart”, etc., etc.

His friend looked at him and said, “That’s really nice after all of these years you’ve been married to keep saying those little pet names.”

The host said, “Well, honestly, I’ve forgotten her name.”

4 Sons

4 Sons

These 4 gents go out to play golf one sunny morning. One is detained in the clubhouse, and the other three are discussing their children while walking to the first tee.

"My son Kent," says one, "has made quite a name for himself in the home-building industry. He began as a carpenter, but now owns his own design and construction firm. He's so successful in fact, in the last year he was able to give a good friend a brand new home as a gift."

The second man, no to be out done, tells how his son began his career as a car salesman, but now owns a multi-line dealership. "Norm's so successful, in fact, in the last six months he gave his friend two brand new cars as a gift."

The third man's son, Greg, has worked his way up through a stock brokerage, and in the last few weeks has given a good friend a large stock portfolio as a gift.

As the fourth man arrives at the tee, another tells him that they have been discussing their progeny and asks what line his son is in.

"To tell the truth, I'm not very pleased with how my son turned out," he replies. "For 15 years, Chico's been a hairdresser, and I've just recently discovered he's gay. However, on the bright side, he must be good at what he does because his last three boyfriends have given him a brand new house, two cars, and a big pile of stock certificates."

-just for fun. :)heheh