confuse

rasa macam nak tulis something hari ni sebabnya malam ni rasa tenang sikit, because esok hari ape??? hari Khamis :) i've got some assignments to complete but for now, my 'stresss' is on Novel's consultation for next week. sebabnya, until now, i still do not have any clear idea on what to show him during the consultation. searching, googling and exploring all the websites related to the novel to make my life easy (haha). kenapa masalah ini boleh timbul?

1) terlalu banyak berfikir (ceh, kononla)

* but it's true. when someone has too many ideas in his/her head, masalah ni pasti akan tertimbul.kecelaruan maklumat di dalam kepala hotak.

2) wants everything to be perfect

* admit it. sometimes i want everything to be perfect. but, of course it's impossible.

3) afraid to make mistakes

* that's the BIGGEST PROBLEM of mine. i know it. but susah sikit nak buang tabiat ni. so, kadang2 disebabkan benda ni, lebih banyak pulak salah yang aku buat.

4) banyak lagi...

* sometimes, kita sedar kita ada masalah dengan perangai sendiri, tapi ada yang x nak mengaku, dan yang mengaku pulak susah nak buang perangai tu. so, kesimpulannya, perangai dan pemikiran manusia ni sangat SUBJEKTIF and sometimes it's very hard to understand. belum kenal diri sendiri and confuse dengan diri sendiri.